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| i'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. |
[05 Dec 2004|12:07pm] |
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there's something about today,
maybe it's teh bare trees outside my window,
or my bright red nose,
of the goosbumps on my arm,
or the fact that i think i'm becoming rather hated,
or maybe there's nothing behind it.
maybe it's just one of THOSE days..
or maybe it's NOT.
good lord i hate DRAMA.
i hate to be so cliche.. but what happened to the good old days where no one hated anyone,
and everyone was friends with everyone...
i miss the years where you had to invite everyone in your class to your birthday party.
for the most part last night was fun.
kissa and i almost pissed our pants like 9 times.
i danced to the drama summer, and she "performed",
donny gave me some guy advuice "don't drool contest, spit game."
because there was an incident with a boy and some cookies.
and we sat on the counter pretending to drink tea when donny's girl came over,
then kissa and i played emo games 1 and 2 while eating taquitos in between.
then this morning i went to deanie's hockey game
and shaant got all intense sitting alone in the corner to get a good angle on the game..
and now i'm just here.
oh and yesterday donny was talking about how someone had an indoor pool,
and then my dad goes.
"If we had an indoor pool we'd all be in the olympics."
it was the weirdest comment ever.
and i've honestly just written one of thoselong entries i promised i'd never write.
if you're pissed that i'm taking up your friendspage just comment.
xox deanna.
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| pretty eventful night. |
[03 Dec 2004|09:54pm] |
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holy lord.
i feel so JSAIULSDHAUIDH right now.
i can't hang out with emily elise cloutier anymore..
and probably not rachel, or claire, or brittni, or austin, or trevor,or ARAL..
or any of them from transit..
except maybe Mikey... they love Mikey.
it's too long of a story.
basically i got caught at the transit dance,
em's mom flipped.
apparently i'm a "bad influence"
so em and i can't hang out anymore.
ell. even if we can't hang out know i'm always gunna care. DFL. Fingers Xed and Glued.
and whenever you're having a crappy day just know
wvwn though i can't walk to your house, i'm always there with you.
♥ love always mar.
♥
i just wanna SCREAM
deanna marie arthur
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| I WANA BE INN0CENT AGAIN.. |
[02 Dec 2004|09:30pm] |
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i'm eating ragu express it's rather good.
i finished my english story.
it's ratehr gay,
it's about this guy named talon and this girl named rae,
and rae wants to be a ballerina,
and all this crap about secrets,
and rae falls off a cliff into a lake.
it's rather sad but cute.
i guess.
just for the record. karissa ann whiting is my best best friend ever.
i really really love best friends.
especially friends like kissa who give good hugs like they really really care.
and haley cause even though she can be very retarted i love our stupid girl chats on the phone,
and cokie cause we play with all my little brother's toys,
and ariel because she is just so giggly and bubbly all the time,
and emily cause um she's emily,
and munnz cause she's adorable and never ever mean and does bitchin messy buns
and jules cause she's a bitch and i hate ehr but i love ehr and she thinks she's hotter than me.
♥
deanna marie
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| cancer is the prrof.. we will be going no where soon. |
[29 Nov 2004|06:43pm] |
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wendy's is so good.
saosin makes me want to rip my ears off.
i don't even know what it is about them.
i just know i don't like it.
but of course on the ride to school we had to listen to a saosin mix..
sometimes i hate driving with donny.
just for the record "something Vague" by bright eyes is the most beautiful song i've heard lately,
it's one of those songs that makes you just wanna lay out in the snow,
looking up at the stars and snowflakes..
and just cry.
jules makes me smile.
ch0ke0nfalsel0ve: just ebcause now that im hotter than you, dosnt mean you have to be miss-i-dont-like-you-ill-have-pms
i'm having one of those days.
one that just maks me so content.
i liked my outfit today,
i ate wendy's,
i listened to two of the loveliest songs i've heard in a while,
i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,
i read some of "perks".
today was just so
calm
♥
love always deanna marie
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[29 Nov 2004|02:31pm] |
"Once upon a time, in a far away land,
a young prince lived in a shining castle.
Although he had everything his heart desired,
the prince was spoiled, selfish, and unkind.
But then, one winter's night,
an old beggar woman came to the castle and offered him a single rose in return for shelter from the bitter cold.
Repulsed by her haggard appearance, the prince sneered at the gift and turned the old woman away.
But she warned him not to be deceived by appearances, for beauty is found within.
And when he dismissed her again, the old woman's ugliness melted away to reveal a beautiful enchantress.
The prince tried to apologize, but it was too late,
for she had seen that there was no love in his heart.
And as punishment she transformed him into a hideous beast
and placed a powerful spell on the castle and all who lived there.
Ashamed of his monstrous form, the beast concealed himself inside his castle,
with a magic mirror as his only window to the outside world.
The rose she had offered was truly an enchanted rose which would bloom until his 21st year.
If he could learn to love another and earn their love in return by the time the last petal fell,
then the spell would be broken.
If not, he would be doomed to remain a beast for all time.
As the years passed he fell into despair and lost all hope.
For who could ever learn to love a beast?"
♥
Beauty and The Beast
love always deanna marie
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| I'm saving a story that won't bein til you're there... |
[28 Nov 2004|04:30pm] |
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it's a cold.
rainy.
sunday.
ick.
school tommorrow.
i have to take the history quiz again..
i'm gunna fail..
again.
i ♥ punchline.
today was such a blah day.
i got a new monitor so i went on my computer for a while,
i listened to all my old music,
and read all my old saved convos ((i'm a dork)),
and looked at all my old pictures.
it was fun.
but there was no internet so now i'm back on this thing.
woohoo
just for the sake of jules i'm gunna promote. woohoo
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) _emoboys
it's currently nto active like at all but if you joined i would love you.
a lot.
and the guy in the pic is my bro... just for the record.
eh i'm out
payce
♥
love always deanna marie
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[27 Nov 2004|11:44pm] |
he luvs me
5 bucks says that means you're like a little sister to me.
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| the only way to a man's heart is through his stomach. |
[27 Nov 2004|08:14pm] |
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my mom is making me bake him cookies.
she thinks it'll win him over.
so tommorrow i'm baking cookies for the boy of my dreams.
he is gunna think i'm so queer.
oh well i love him so much.
i ♥ drawing broken hearts.
hm i'm such a dork.
mkay so today while rereading part of "perks".
i realized how my romantic situation is quite like charlie's.
he got the girl in the end...
but then again isn't that always the case in fictional stories..
because fiction is fake. made-up. not real.
today i wrote my perfect ending.
i really wish i had a type writer..
it would seem quite lovely writing my perfect ending on a type writer.
( ♥ my perfect ending. ♥ )
love always deanna marie
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| ALL I WANNA D0 IS GIVE UP ALL I HAVE T0 BE WITH Y0U.... |
[27 Nov 2004|12:04pm] |
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i truly am just so crazy about him,
and his brown eyes,
and his goofy "emo" hair.
and his obsession with wanting to be "scene"..
and his hoodie with a track jacket over it,
and his gloves iwth the fingers cut off...usually i'd cringe at those stupid gloves.
but on him they were quite adorable..
his ex-girlfriend was there. hot damn i'm jealous of her.
hot damn.
i really know no one cares.
and i really no i have no chance.
and i really really know aral will probably read this..((sorrry))
and i know that he will probably read this to.
♥
love always deanna marie
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[25 Nov 2004|11:17pm] |
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( hooray for stupid crushes. )
love deanna marie.
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| just for molls.. |
[25 Nov 2004|10:40pm] |
waiting
waiting for you to call is like waiting for it to snow in july,
or like sitting in the middle of a desert waiting for rain,
and the silence in the air, and the dial tone from the reciever,
is driving me slowly insane.
i'd call you and hang up just to hear your voice,
but that seems a little cliche,
and my fingers are twitching wishing to dial your digits,
because you said you's call monday, and now it's friday.
It feels like an add attack is rushing over my body,
You would be the perfect ritalin,
And i'm pacing around pulling out my hair,
i've circled 10 times around my kitchen.
I guess i'll just sit here and stare at the phone,
And wait for your voice on the other line,
Just the sound of your breath traveling miles to my ear drums,
Would make te millions of minutes i've had to wait seem just fine.
love deanna marie
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| consider me weak like the week after the christmas <333 |
[25 Nov 2004|01:41pm] |
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i love the food aspect of Thanksgiving,
hate the family aspect.
this year should be better than last year though,
we had a pretty shaky time last year..
eh i guess having to wear a gay outfit isn't that bad.
ugh this antibacterial soap makes my nose sting like a bitch.
donny is wearing spandex.
weird.
i have a crush.
on a boy.
ha i'm such a dorkwad.
last night cokie slept over.
we played with all of deanie's cool games.
i wish i were a little boy haha.
and then for a while she read the perks of being a wallflower.
hot damn that book makes me smile.
*it snowed*
love always deanna marie.
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| he imed me... |
[24 Nov 2004|06:43pm] |
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wow i was just about to go on and on about he never talks to me,
he doesn't like me,
he doesn't care..
and then the stupid ass goes and ims me..
blargh.
and now there's just so much going through my head that i can barely think sraight..
let alone write well.
but now i'm realizing how much he is so distant from my life lately...
but good lord he made me smile.
i hate the way he makes my whole world turn upside down
i know he doesn't mean to but he puts me on an effin' roller coaster,
everyone else is just a boring sideshow attraction,
but your the main event.
and i know my writing sucks,
but i'll write forever all about you..
because it seems like i really have to.
i wanna black out these butterflies in my stomach,
and white out your name on my heart.
would it hurt you to make it easy for me to let go?
because holding on to this is killing me.
just when i think i've distanced my self from you,
you go and bridge the gap.
love always deanna marie
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| 9 chances to drown ourselves in black hair dye |
[22 Nov 2004|08:15pm] |
i really can't wait for chinese food and seeing the increidbles with cokie and lena.
they rock.
all hot boys love Halo 2, and the movie grind.
it's true.
i decided that today.
boys should like dr.pepper, 80's movies, ninja turtles and the perks of being a wallflower.
oh and wrting letters and making mix tapes.
i want a lovely boy who fits the standards set above.
i didn't get yelled at for my nose yet.
woohoo.
i went to yiayia's wake..
papou ((spelling?)) looked so sad,
it made me sad.
cokie was sad to,
that made me sadder.
everyone was so tall and intimidating,
and cokie didnt know half the people who knew here.
she really cracks me up.
tommorrow is a dress down day,
the fifthies got shirts made that say "The few, The proud, The fifthies."
they are rather ridiculous..
poor kids are gunna get ridiculed.
my life seems so boring lately,
lately all i wanna do is reread The Perks of Being A Wallflower,
and fall in love.
i really really wanna fall in love,
winter always leaves me wanting attachment,
it truly is such a lonely lonely time,
but falling in love in winter is truly perfect,
there's snow and cocoa and gingerbread men, and candy canes..
purely romantic in every way..
i have rambled so much in this entry,
but we all need to ramble every once in a while.
so leave me a comment and just ramble on baout anything
p.s. i miss gracie poo compton ass terry marlette..
L FoR LoVE 11: ooo deanna when u called and liza was like 'it was deanna' i was like 'oooo iv missed these days when shed call:-)
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| And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. |
[21 Nov 2004|09:20pm] |
the perks of being a wallflower is the loveliest book i have ever read.
i'm almost done and tommorrow i plan on reading it for a second time,
and then a third,
and sooner or later a 4th, 5th and 6th.
books like this make me wanna write,
and think,
and live.
and i just felt the need to share that all with you.
There's nothing like the deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons. It was that great.
you should buy me a type writer for xmas
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| all i wanna do is fall in love.. |
[21 Nov 2004|12:48am] |
all i want right now is a boyfriend.
and not a crappy.
hey i'm gunna put your name in my profile and we can talk sometimes boyfriend..
i wanna boy who will dance in the rain with me,
i wanna boy who will let me borrow all of his clothes and tell me i look adorable in his way to big shirts,
i wanna boy who will just lay in the middle of the street staring att he sky with me,
i wanna boy to go bowling with me, and laugh when i don't hit a single pin,
i wanna boy who steals my jeans,
i wanna boy who tells me i'm beautiful,
i wanna boy who buys me a pink rose just cause he knows it's my favorite,
i wanna boy who watches ninja turtles and power rangers with me,
i wanna boy who makes easy mac with me,
i wanna boy who makes me mix cds for stupid reasons, like "the happy earth day mix",
i wanna boy who knows how to wink,
i wanna boy who writes me letters, because there is nothing i love more than getting stuff in the mail,
i wanna boy who steals bowling shoes just so he can match me,
i wanna boy who throws rocks at my window, just because it's so perfect and classic,
i wanna boy who knows all the words to the postal service songs and will sing "such great heights" with me,
i wanna boy who will just lay on the couch with me watching stupid movies from the 80's,
i wanna boy who will fall in love with me, and i would fall right back <33
leave me a comment if you're that boy.
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